Rhapsody

I realize this now, though I am embarrassed by how long it took me to. I have a wonderful family. What do I have to be sad about? Why does that weird pain in my chest and hole in my heart always come back to haunt me? I can’t explain it, because it only makes me cry or want to cry. What is this, depression? I can’t find the right term to label it. Right now the wave of sadness is gone though, and I will try my best to keep on defeating it because I have so many reasons to smile. The world is such a beautiful place and I am enjoying life. :) I love my family so much, and I’m sorry I’ve been acting different lately. You guys do care about me, I know. Don’t worry when I act this way, maybe I’m just trying to find myself. Anyhow, I’m back to being Whitney and I promise I won’t ever go back to that melancholy shell of a being again. Thank you for putting up with me even in my darkest moments, I love you all. ♥♥